Is It An Affair?They say Rome wasn't built in one day. So is infidelity. I recently signed up at a local community college to take a course that would further my degree and increase my opportunity for employment. However, being married, handling kids and hubby proved to be a challenge. I needed help. There was a certain young man (lets call him Nick) in my class who was 22 years and fairly attractive. But i wasn't attracted to him. Over the next few weeks I got to know Nick. I learned that Nick was unmarried and single. He was a senior at the college, pursuing Pre-Med. I knew he was smart and well educated young man. When Nick and I talked, I mentioned to him about my situation. He felt sorry for me and decided to offer me help. The agreement was to meet twice a week, on campus, and go over the material with me. This was purely platonic relationship. I was happy with my marriage and wasn't looking.
The study sessions began. Accident or not, our fingers would touch each other, Or other times i could feel his thigh brush against mine. At first, I didn't make an issue out of it. But one day he did mention that, hypothetically speaking, if i were unmarried and single , he would date me. I thought he was just kidding. Over the next few weeks, he would try to massage me shoulder or rest his hand lightly on my thigh. This act kinda weirded me out. I found a way to quit this "study session".
I do have to add that it had been a while since I felt another man's touch. Nick's touch would send goosebumps all over my body. Maybe a part of me did like that contact. And another part me screamed, "Get OUT!"....I chose the latter.