Love Triangle

I've always wanted to find a way to confess my feelings about what I've done recently,  there's something that just made me want to get it off my chest because I felt like if i didn't it'd just eat away at my conscience forever.

Now to fully understand this story, i suppose I should give some background to the two girls I am currently involved with; both girls happen to know each other personally, in fact, both happen to be best friends

I met both of these girls in middle-school and have since been very good friends with them both, they are both amazing in their own rights, and are very beautiful women. Eventually, I fell head over heels in love with one of the female friends, and have dated her for over an year and a half. I'd say our relationship together was very rewarding, and we did almost everything together along with the other friend. Anyway, all that was until the day my girlfriend had to move out of state and we were forced to end our relationship together since we both decided we weren't up to the task of having a long-distance relationship. 

During the period of my ex's absence, me and her best friend had continued to hang out with each other, and sure enough, the more time we spent together, the more my feelings grew for her. We later got together and have been dating for over 4 years now, I was certain that she was the one i wanted to spend the rest of my life with, but that changed when my ex had returned. Needless to say, we got caught up together and went along with each a couple places like we'd used to, she seemed a little upset when she discovered that Her friend and I have been dating and told me how I was still on her mind. 

During the time she's returned, I found myself spending more time with her secretively, and found old feelings for her grow after being dormant for so long, we eventually met up at her place one night where I gave into my feelings and slept with her, after which, she promised not to tell anyone, especially my GF. I have now been seeing her on and off for sex and hanging out, but I also feel extremely guilty because I still do love my current girlfriend very much. I'm torn between these two girls, but don't know what to do. 

AnonJoe AnonJoe
18-21, M
2 Responses May 7, 2012

Choose the second one if u loved the first one so much u wouldn't have fallen in love with the second one. Dont ruin ur relationship stop cheating thats a horrible thing to do.

Sounds like you are head down a slipper slope.Hard one to say witch girl you should be with.Maybe you could get them into a ********* if they are into that.Dating best friends is always a mine field.Just take things slow and see what happens.