What To Do About My Affair??????
After my husband found out about my affair with our best friend he forgave and him and I have been working on our marriage. I have not seen or talked to my "BF" in while. I still think of him everyday and I miss him so much. I do have a lot of feelings for him still and I do know for a fact that if we end up with each other I would lose myself with him. I do love my husband, but I also love this man. But I know that my place is with my husband. I recently looked at my hold email account that I used to contact my "BF" with. We used this email to send pictures and messages and to let each other when we could meet up. Well, when i logged I was shocked to see that I had a bunch of emails from him. The emails where saying how much he misses me and how much he stilled wanted me and how he wish he could see me. What makes this really confusing to me is that he just had a new born baby. Im so confused. I don't know what to do. Should I contact him and tell him that i feel the same? Should I ignore everything and continue to work on my marriage? Or, should i contact him and tell him to leave me alone? I don't know what to do. I have to admit that I did feel special because after all this time of going without speaking, he still has some sort of feelings for me.