I work with this guy - our firm is a delivery company and he's the guy I see to drop goods off to. I never meant to have an affair - I thought I was happily married. Then I was on holiday for a week and when I came back we both realised how much we'd missed each other. He put his arm round me when he was holding the door open for me and that was it - my whole world went up in flames. It was like being 15 - and I'm not - I'm 50. For the last 4 months all I've thought about is him. We text each other all the time - 50 or 60 texts a day each and phoned whenever we could. He's with someone else as well. Twice I tried to end it and once we both did and then finally he did - because he felt guilty. Now we're both just miserable. I have to see him nearly every day. His other relationship is suffering because he's being a real b****d to her. My marriage seems to be on the mend, but I miss this guy so much. I haven't cried for nearly a week but today when I saw him it all came flooding back and I miss him and I hurt so much. Will I ever get over him? And do I tell my husband?