I Had An Affair
I was having an affair for over 2 months when yesterday I decided to let him go. He just never has time to be with me. We agreed to see each other every 2-3 weeks and it's been a month and nothing. I hate waiting and well we hardly talk to each other so it was more frustrating than pleasurable. His excuse is that he hardly spends any time out of his house alone and it's hard for him to leave. He also says that he is his 18 month old son's "primary care giver". Hmmm something that I don't understand because I thought his wife would also take care of him since it's her child too but apparently not. Another challenge is that we live 80 miles away from each other so not only we have to allow the time together but also the commute time. So I just can't handle this situation anymore and neither can he so I ended this and asked him not to speak to me anymore. I feel used because from the beginning I told him what I was looking for and he agreed to it but I guess he is just too afraid of being caught and losing his son. He said he got cold feet and that he bit more than he can chew. So now I'm trying to move on but it's hard. I really cared a lot for him and I sure am going to miss him. I removed him from my FB contacts and from my phone as well. I wish we could remain friends and I know if I ask him he will agree to it but I don't think that's a good idea. So I'd like to hear anyone's story of having their affair ended and the outcome afterwards. Thanks for taking the time to read.....
By:
4bdnluv
Age:
31-35
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Female
16
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