Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepherd meet shepherd
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate


all doors are shut close, my sweet married man. You did have a chance.

Yes.. fmina had a couple of vinos in cheers to Mister unavailable.

So long for good.
Fmina Fmina
51-55, F
5 Responses Aug 23, 2014

Take care of yourself first.

Alanis... what would we do without her songs.
Jagged little pill is the national anthem of broken hearts land....
Hugs Fmina

Hugs, my sweet marmelade

Stay strong beautiful.
You are an amazing person, who not only deserves better but deserves a thousand times better.
Good luck with your decisons and remember, its his loss and hes the one thats not truely happy xxxx

Thank you, Cast :)
thank you for your supporting words... it all sounds good that it will be his loss and what I liked the most about is to know, he not truly happy... he is not.
perhaps he is a little thinking that he is keeping his family together. time will tell what will happen to that man when he has not my support anymore. I clearly remember him coming to the edge suicide.
Not that I wish him that, but I don't wish to serve as a 'Patch' that makes him go on with his marriage.

You are a strong woman.. Soldier on sister.. You deserve better..

thank you, Kitty :)
My friends like you, on EP, are giving me strength.

We give each other strength... And we understand each other's struggles..

I have a gentleman I see occasionally only for the experience of the act. He is not married now but has quite a way sexually. It's an amazing experience. I'm not in love.
My MM I see regularly has no idea how to make a woman feel.
I doubt his W does either.
My MM and I have been doing this for 8 years. I'm thinking of ending it w MM because of his inability to satisfy me. I'm not in love with him either. It's basic safe sex. But I'm bored now.
Your thoughts? Only getting older and better than ever.

sorry sweetie.. I am not sure if I am at a state to evaluate well but why going on with MM.. who you do not have a bond other than him being MM and who has not shown exclusivity to you, that you would have any binding obligations to him?

You do not owe him anything at this state.

What ever makes your heart flutter.

Do you think if he were to meet another second woman, he'd consider if he is being unfair to you?

I won't say my heart flutters but its very exciting. I care for MM bc I believe he is in a sex less marriage. I simply fill that void. Since my eyes have been opened by the experienced man I suppose I realize MM lacking in...
I have found at our age a new sense of consciousness.
I don't want a serious relationship right now. But definitely want to be available for a really great man when he comes along.

that is great approach, flowertattoo.

since you are not too hung on MM. ... good for you :))

you know.. lol what can I suggest? You are making the best of what is there.

Thank you. Good luck on your journey.

Thank you, love :)

My I please submit my application for the position? I can spooky references. You can take for a no obligation test drive. A passionate woman being bored is a wasteful travesty.

Dear jack... are you being easy again??

His application just got handed back to him.

Not bored.

Bored by no-obligation test drivers.

Life's too short.. Find someone worth *******.. What's the sense if this all if his not satisfying you.. Isn't that y u had the affair.. So amazing meaningless sex!!!

I've met a guy who has taken me to a whole new place sexually. Neither of us want LTR but I've never had this stuff before. I should write a book or take appointments. Lol
Long Term Relationship. LTR

I had a similar experience in the past but let him go when things started getting serious between MM and I, I had to make a choice.

MM changed his direction and decided after made happy, that he can continue with his blood-sucking wife.

I can have meaningless sex wherever I turn my head around.
I like this guy in and out. :)

We have a past that didn't get anywhere.

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