Its been one year today...

One year ago I crossed the line and entered an affair..

It's not my first rodeo.. Or his..

In the beginning I remember saying to My MM..We do this for 3 months..then we end it...


One year ago...

I had my head on straight... I had control of myself.

I knew who I was...

One year later...

Everything is different..


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6 Responses Aug 28, 2014

Hey different, I hope maybe it has changed for the better for you? It is so hard being committed to one thing and doing another on the back side. I know it used to tear me up. But I am pulling for you. So how is it different for you now? A new perspective? Let me know as I am curious still......bc

Is it something you now wish you could take back? I'm saying cheating is right (is you are in a closed marriage) but we do all know that its human extinct to have sexual attractions. I hope things get better for you.

I guess you met the right guy.

I will not say at the wrong time, because usually the time is right.

Do you mean that previous affairs did not involve deep emotions and that you felt more in control?
Did you end after 3 months previously?
Were you OK?
Would you say the length of the affair determines the depth of connection?

I wish we all had answers to those questions!!!

I think a length if an affair had to determine depth of connection.why would you keep it going?The fog lifts and you still love each other

Well after 2 years and 2 months I have do much love for my other much more as time goes on and I don't doubt his love either

Can't tell if different is a good thing or a bad thing. But I'm SURE it's different. 😐

My sympathies to your husband

You're the most sympathetic dumb *** I know!