God I shouldn't post positive things!! Since I wrote that im 'so much better' I've been a ******* mess! I drove past her and her new bf, she is with him every waking second that she isnt working, I mean really!? You've been together less than 3 months and your moving him in!? U don't spend one night a week apart. Breaks my heart.. been having these all consuming thoughts all week..I just want my mind to close that door now!! I know its over I know she would probably still stick with him even if I was single so why keep playing in my ******* head!!! Get out of my damn thoughts!!
LionCaged LionCaged
26-30, M
1 Response Aug 29, 2014

So sorry :(

Its ok, the ups and downs are just part of the process I guess, I am grateful that I'm not as bad as I was :-)