I Can't Let Go
Last August, my lover (of two years) and I hit our lowest point. Things changed drastically for us when we decided it was time to take a huge step back and that was the hardest thing we ever did. We both wound up seeing counselors and we both wound up taking meds for the depression. Our affair killed us emotionally.
But since that one day in August of last year, through the countless of meetings with counselors, being prescribed medication for the heartache, we still continued an on/off relationship..... until one month ago when my lover decided to shut me out completely. Apparently he had enough. I have to, but I can't seem to let go. I've tried to call him, txt him and email him , but he won't acknowledge me.
I'm married. He's single and I know he couldn't live as a part time boyfriend forever, but was shutting me out as though I never existed the way to handle it?
I want to set him free..... but why do my fingers work there way to my cell phone to try to contact him?
Any advice out there?