One Of The Biggest Regrets Of My Life

I hurt two amazing women and yet they both forgave me.

I had told the person it was with that I was involved and wasn't going to leave her but I also lied and told her I was a woman....which as it turns out was the truth. I did love her. She was sweet and loving.

At the same time I had my wife and I loved her too. I had made promises to her too in my wedding vows, verbally, and others before God. I failed her with this affair but we stayed together and eventually she forgave me.

She has even come to understand that I probably had the affair because I needed to express my true self.

I regret it though...because I know the pain I caused.

I'm sorry.
Kris99 Kris99
41-45, F
3 Responses Jul 12, 2010

We all make bad decisions, but if we learn something from it. It makes us better people.

A transsexual woman.

I don't understand you're a woman??