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I Went To Heaven Without Dying At Age 14

My name is Shelly ,I am now 44 years of age , I am only sharing my story now !...this experience will stay with me all of my Life ,it is still fresh like it were yesterday , it was March 21st 1983 was the Day ,i had lost My Beautiful Mother to cancer ...30 years ago. I have always been very connected to the spiritual world as a child , at the time I was very religious , I consider myself to be more spiritual now than religious ! I helped nurse my Mother through out her illness , I took many days off school . This particular day ,I was forced to go to school ,our bell went at 3:15 . Suddenly I fell to the ground it was as if my soul had left my body , I gasped for air and tears rolled down my cheeks .my friends had to help me onto the next bus ,as I missed the first not wanting to go home . I some how knew it was my Mum .. !! My body knew but not my mind , my friends and my sister were awaiting at the bus stop were I was to get off ... I looked at all thier faces i yelled Nooooo . I didn't want to hear it ! Don't say the words , I wanted to prolong as long as I could .
That night I was so angry , why was I not beside her , Why .. noooo ..it was me that was with her when she was sick , yet I never got to kiss her hug her say goodbye .. All night crying until I couldn't breath at one stage I think i had a some kind of panick attack what if she didn't go to Heaven ? What if Mum wasn't really a beliver ? I started to panick I couldn't breath tears were pouring my head was spinning .. Lying on my bed crying was with such deverstation .. My Love for her so deep so deep so deverstated I belive i passed out ..or began to die of a broken heart .. I'll never know .. But it was a gift I will never forget . No tunnel , just floating in space as I came upto the light as if it were a shelf , I had panoramic vision on my left were all thease people in white cloaks women Men all lining up for the gates , they all so content at peace , they spoke and aknoledged me but without moving thier heads or talking .thier minds spoke to me as I walked passed the the line, everybody knowing I was a visitor , including myself .. First feeling was wow such peace everybody felt equal, I can't explain , the gold gates ahead as I walked (glided) closer on my right behind the gates you could see in thier what was the most amazing thing I had ever seen , what was strange is I understood it all , like I had different a different brain , it adapted and knew everything . It's like a voice over as I was watching , I could see whom i knew was Abraham , he was picking people up then putting them into the water the light on the water sparkled gold sunset they came up dry , even thier hair .. I looked at This womans hair shining yellow gold tinges of red and yet it was brown , it was so beautiful.. Thier were rocks all around sparkling rocks id never seen in my life !! Also flowers that were big and colors i had never seen in my Life my eyes could see .. Yet In that moment I realized it was Mum as soon as I realized I herd her laugh this nervous proud laugh, she would do but this one was of excitement of me seeing her ,so healthy and i later realized she was getting baptized before going into heaven , thier were another set of gates , she was like a little girl with excitement , she turned to me telepathy telling me see darling I made it , I didn't need to hug her as thier was no fear I was connected , she said its not your time but one day as if I was the one missing out not her .. And I felt that she had made it . I said goodbye with a smile , I was so content I knew exactly where she was , when I woke it was as if I peace .. My eyes that had cried for hours were dry .I thanked god and angles for letting me see her enter ,i knew it wasnt a dream when my sanity would question .. Most of all how I knew it wasn't a dream was the colours ,although forgotten my eyes can't see now what they could then , I don't belive a dream can do that , my imagination couldn't either .. All I know is weather anyone belived it or not .. I myself know and saw heaven I am so lucky to have this knowing for the past 30 years and for my entire Life I have never feared death since .. Nor worried did Mum make it .. My guides knew i needed to see and they knew i deserved to say goodbye .. Im so so thankful ..I am in contact with My Mother more today than when she lived in human form we are closer now than ever , I as a human miss her phycically as do we all .. Thankyou for reading and pls forgive my lack of punctuation .id love to hear of anyone else experience what I did without illness ect .. Or explain what happened to me , I have always wonderd .. Mum I Love you xxx
Shellylouise Shellylouise 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2013

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i think its wonderfull jerney of yours to hevan , your feeling of heven is very wonderfull to feel , , good luck , you are soooooooooo luky