I Use To Suffer From Anorexia Also
In my twenties I suffered from anorexia b/c I thought being thin would solve all my problems. I thought my life would be perfect. Well it didn't and only ended up hurting myself.
You have to realize no one has a perfect life b/c no one is perfect. You live your life for you, you do what you feel is right for you. Look at the positives in all situations and turn the negatives into positives. Look for true support from friends for help. The only one who can change and make a difference in your life is yourself. God made you for a reason and he doesn't make mistakes.