It Never Ends

Everyone is always telling me "it gets better." And "oh just keep trying. You'll be better one day" but what if I'm not? They've all kind of gotten better and I'm stuck in this ******* well I dug for myself. Cutting and binging and purging and starving and ******* hatin every second of it. Why can't I just get better too? I try and it doesn't work.
Maybe I was born to die.
Beckerrz Beckerrz
13-15, F
Jan 9, 2013