Bad Teenage

i was born in a village ...in a very poor family...life was very tough...some how the years passed. when i was in 5th grade...one day i was alone at home...my neighbour came home who was 5 years elder to me.. and kissed me for the first time in my life...it was not the age to understand what exactly he is doing i was just 10 years girl....he touched my body and this continued for some time..after that they shifted to some other place. when i was 16 years i got one friend who was also my neighbour...i loved him...but again the family ...religon all stoped us...after my college i left the village and went to a far city to do my graduation....there i met a boy wh was my senior...i was very close to him ....some how i loved him we lived together ....we were just like married couples for arond 4 years...

In between so many persons came in to my life...one was mad about my beauty we both went out and were together for  week i had sex with him. after that one more had sex with me without my permission. thus it went on.

one day our realtion ship broke out. i finished my graduation by that time i had sex with 5 people...

i got job and also one new person enterd my life he was in my life as my husband for the next 7 years..but in between we both were away because of job and all other stuff...meanwhile i again enjoyed with 2 or 3 persons.. now he is not ready to marry me.. as i am religious and in my religion sex before marriage is not allowed and i already had sex with almost 13 guys before...i am feeling guilty now...i feel i have done sin...but its already over.....

then i have to leave the counry for my studies and left the place...

I dont know where these all are ...but still cant leave without partner

sweeti sweeti
22-25, F
Feb 22, 2009