My Lesbian Crush

When i was 13, and just becoming aware of my [bi]sexuality, i had a crush on a gym teacher. i think she was between the age of 40 and 50...i wasnt exactly sure. She was a swimming instructor. When i was in the swimming unit, i'd purposely try to get her attention by pretending to drown or something. One time she jumped in the water to save me. I slowly got turned on as she embraced my body and dragged me to the surface. After pretending to drown enough times, she told me i wasnt allowed to swim any more and i had to sit on the bench for the remainder of the unit. After that, she didnt touch me anymore but i enjoyed watching her. I probably liked her so much because im into more aggressive women and she used to yell and get mad all the time. When i saw her in the halls i'd basically have the same reaction you have when seeing your crush. Heart racing...knees shaking...hands sweaty...getting a little turned on, etc. She probably knew i liked her because she would humor me on purpose. She talked to me sometimes and once she made me trip and then helped me up. She kind of teased and winked at me sometimes. She was married to a dude, but if she'd been lesbian i wouldve definitely tried to ask her questions about my sexuality. I really stressed about my attraction to her because i felt ashamed of my sexuality and of my attraction to such an older woman...ok im starting to ramble.
In conclusion, that was my first teacher crush and my first crush on a woman. the end.