All of My Grandparents,and Two Other Relatives.

i had to watch them suffer.i even watched two of them take their last breaths.i lost ten years off my life.it just killed me.i developed high blood pressure soon after.i just couldn`t wrap my head around the fact they were gone.i still when i pass their house think i well see them in the yard.i cry ,my grandmama was the only person i could talk openly to.she was my life line,being autistic it has really hit me hard.i shut down for three to four months.i still have trouble talking about it.

ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
36-40
Mar 25, 2009