******* Soooo Hard!
To be truthful, I have never been raped, although a few of my encounters kind of were on the borderline. But I have to say this is one of my most powerful fantasies. Sometimes I even .... and I am a bit ashamed of this .... but I get aroused reading or hearing about it. I know that the reality of rape is probably usually simply awful, I do love the idea of a man (or a group of men) being so attracted to me that they just can't help themselves and .... you know ..... do lots of stuff to me even as I say "No! Please! No!" they just keep on doing stuff until I give in and admit that I love it and want more and more .... I realize that's such a dumb and backward idea. But it's what I can't help but think. And I'm such a racist little ***** .... I often fantasize that the guys are of a certain ethnic group or something. So immature, I know. I should probably be spanked for thinking such trash. Any volunteers?