Now Mine Forever

I've always suspected I might be gay. I remember the first time I saw some **** as a teenager with my then boyfriend. I got sooo turned on looking at the naked women in the videos, it was revelation. But I'd never done anything about this interest. Then recently I went back to uni to finish a couple of subjects in my undergraduate degree (I'm now in my mid 20s, working full-time). For the semester, I'd been helping one of the other students who had gravitated to me for help. I was older, and having worked in the field just a little while I was a bit more knowledgeable. I gladly helped her and was enjoying being something of a mentor. She was only about 18 or 19, and had transferred some distance from home to study there. She was pretty, but she was a slight, tiny little thing and very shy and unassuming, and wore odd girly clothes, Maybe because she'd only grown up with her dad and her brother. However, she wanted to do well and worked hard. I don't think she had many other friends in the course, and that made me protective of her.

Anyways, for one of our topics we had to get together in pairs to do a project and I link up with my friend. We spent alot of time together at my place, pouring over books and working on our paper. I knew she was growing incredibly attached to me, and quite dependent. I didn't mind. I lived alone and it was nice to have her around. In fact I felt really pleased to care for her and started making her dinner if we studied at night, ensuring she had money to get lunch and so forth (she had very little money). Then a couple of small things happened at different times. One time she came around in this little girly t-shirt that was see-through, and it was impossible not to see her breasts. Although her breasts weren't large, her nipples were really quite plump, and were really noticeable. I found the sight of them quite erotic. I tried to look everywhere but there. She liked wearing skirts and I'd seen her panties a few times. But one time she arrived in these really short shorts that were loose and soft. When she sat cross-legged on the rug across from me in the lounge-room, I could just see the sides of her vulva where it started to curve, where it was not covered by the crotch of her shorts. It looked so fine and soft, not hairy. I couldn't believe it. But this too also passed without comment.

I so enjoyed her company and in the end she was around nearly every other day, even if we weren't working on the project. Sometimes we just watched videos and hung out. I really liked doing things for her, she seemed to evoke some maternal sense in me. I'd cook for her, buy little things for her that I knew she didn't have and I'd drive to the uni to pick her up if I knew she would be there late. Then one day I picked her up and she sat in silence in the car and I asked if anything had happened and it broke the banks of her tears. She couldn't stop crying. I think I established that some arsehole had made an inappropriate sexual advance towards her and belittled her. We went inside and sat on the couch, and basically just held her.

Through her bleary, teary face she just looked up at me and I bent down and kissed her. I then couldn't stop, but she was trying to undo my top and seemed quite insistent. She then got hold of my right breast and just started suckling intensely. I accepted this and I held my breast in her mouth for her and held her like a baby while she suckled and slurped for a long time. It was deeply satisfying and it was just so, so, so hot. I was dripping wet and was desperate to do more but let it go for the time being. I eventually took off her clothes and she spread her legs while I fondled her and she just loved me taking the lead, doing what I liked. Eventually I got her to lick me while I spread my legs as wide as they've ever been (more than for any man!!!). I couldn't open myself enough to her. I just exploded with the biggest ****** I've ever had.

Basically, since then, that darling girl of mine hasn't left. She now lives me with permanently and I'll care for her forever. I love caring for her. She likes me to mother her, tell her what to do. I bathe her, dress her, feed her etc. I take full responsibility for both of us, she doesn't have to worry. She does as I say in everything, and she's made it clear to me that that is what she wants. Sometimes she'll be sprawled on the carpet watching tele in front of me, and I can't stand it, I just have to pull down her panties and take her right there, whether it's slipping my finger in her cut little anus or taking her with my biggest *****. Mind you, if she wants to get a breastfeed, I drop anything I'm doing to be available for her. Sometimes she comes in from uni and she just has to suckle straight away, even if I'm standing in the kitchen!! I just undo my top and pop out my breast for her. We've been in the car and I've had to pull over to nurse her. I'd do anything for her and I love it. .
Imbibedeeply Imbibedeeply
31-35, F
3 Responses Jul 30, 2010

Very erotic! It must be a great feeling to be the one in charge,taking her whenever you like..

This is such an erotic, tender and wonderful experience, so wonderful you tow found each other. I'd love to be 'mothered' like too, it gets me excited just daydreaming of it. I'll confess I've always been attracted to older women and girls since I was in my early teens and just discovering my own sexuality. Being breastfed like that would be amazing and totally has me turned on after reading it.

This is such an erotic, tender and wonderful experience, so wonderful you tow found each other. I'd love to be 'mothered' like too, it gets me excited just daydreaming of it. I'll confess I've always been attracted to older women and girls since I was in my early teens and just discovering my own sexuality. Being breastfed like that would be amazing and totally has me turned on after reading it.