It All Blurs Together
My heart has been breaking at least once a day from 2/12/09 on. She betrayed be horribly, and so did he. I heard a different facet of the story every day. It's been a while, because the last and worst bit of it is now out.
My husband and my best friend (who told me she was in love with me and him) cheated. They want to be together. He is still with me, but he is going through the heartbreak of losing her. She is talking bad to him about me now. They shouldn't be talking at all, but they are. I'm too afraid to insist he end it with her completely, like cut contact. I'm afraid it will push him to her.
I don't want her to win and I don't want to lose him. My heart breaks for the loss of her. She was my best friend and my lover. I fell in love with her. And now, I feel it was all a lie... her love. I fell in love with Deceit.
And if I lose him too, what will I be left with. Each day my heart breaks for the loss of her, and for the uncertainty of him. He doesn't touch me anymore, he is sad all the time, he is hurting. He doesn't have the ability or presence of mind to see my hurt...