Apology Not Accepted

I just had my heart broken last week. I was so in love with this guy, he was my everything! I'd never met anyone like him in all my days of being alive. He talked the talk, he walked the walk, and he seemed to have a heart of Gold. I hung on his every word and we had a bond that was unlike anything I ever seen. We where tied like two shoe strings! Then his entire attitude changed, he bacame very negative and mean all of a sudden! It was like someone or something had taken control of him and I didn't know him anymore. I could see that he was becoming dangerous so I ended it promptly, but now Im sitting here thinking of all the good times we had and it's killing me! I just wish I could fall out of love.