I Think I Had It Off and On Fo...

I think I had it off and on for like two years.  I guess I really  didn't start to get better or feel better untill my daughter was nearly two.  I loved her with all my heart but for some reason it just made me feel really wierd to look at her.  It was like I loved a stranger.  I mean I carried her inside of me for nine whole months loving her with all my might and then I met her and that just felt really wierd.  It was hard to grasp.
uncommonlysweet uncommonlysweet
26-30, F
1 Response May 24, 2007

very interesting story and i agree with you it also took me untill my daughter was 2 years old to finally feel 100% better from ppd