Im An Addicted to Crack

 Hi my name is Leannah im 24 years old and have had a very difficult life.Iv been in and out of jail sence I was 13 years old with my first charge being manslaughter.

 The man I killed was my dad he use to abuse me and and got me onto crack at the age of 11 going onto 12 none of this is my fault all his I dident have a choice knowbody would help me or beleve me because I was a kid!!! Two days before I turned 12 my dad pimped me out.Enough was enough so I shot him 2 times in the head and once in the heart just to make sure the basterd was actually dead.I was sentenced 18 mounths as a yourh on the adult doccits in a youth facility.

  Sence my releace iv been on my own and living a dangrous life of drug dealing gangs and even prostitution on the daylee.I use crack to this day but im getting better slowly you got to want somthing to acomplish anything.

 Three years ago I was blessed with a little girl I named her Aaliyah.I dident use through my pregnantcy but I slipped down my destructive lifestyle once agen when Aaliyah was 8 mounths old I put her up for adoption buy choice for her own good.I dident want my little girl around that ****.So here I am not doing so good and pregnante with a baby boy im due April.1/09 and im sad to say im still using but slowly cutting myself down

      Dont judge me please im sick and getting the help I DESPRETALY NEED & WANT...

                              (That picture is NOT me im even smaller and due in one mounth)

                                                                      Thankyou: Leannah

Leannah Leannah
22-25
3 Responses Mar 7, 2009

Leannah, i am so sad that you have been through so much ****. Thankyou for the effort you put into not using while you were carrying you little girl, I'm sorry that you felt she was better off away from your life, but I support your strength in making that decision. I hope your baby boy was born healthy, It's sad that you had such a hard time not using through your second pregnancy, but I understand that addiction is not a choice. <br />
My love to you, I hope you find a way out of your past and to a more positive future.

Leannah, i am so sad that you have been through so much ****. Thankyou for the effort you put into not using while you were carrying you little girl, I'm sorry that you felt she was better off away from your life, but I support your strength in making that decision. I hope your baby boy was born healthy, It's sad that you had such a hard time not using through your second pregnancy, but I understand that addiction is not a choice. <br />
My love to you, I hope you find a way out of your past and to a more positive future.

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