If The First Time Was Bad, Try, Try Again

I wrote the nittygritty of my first sexual experiences -- involving someone else, I mean! -- in the group "I lost my virginity at 13" (http://www.experienceproject.com/group_profile.php?g=225250), but really it wasn't till the second guy I ****** that I could qualify that as "sex." I learned at a relatively tender age that sex is not a passive thing, and the reason that boy kept coming back for more is because I "didn't just lie there." I learned that I have to give of myself in order to take. A valuable education, and I'm grateful to that second man. I might have thought sex was just not worth it, otherwise.
auroramaru auroramaru
46-50, F
Jul 18, 2010