The Daughter Of LilithHi, read your confessions. And i like to add mine. yes i had sex with a succubus who are known as daughters of Lilith. My experiences began when i was a teen ager back in 1980s. And continued through the 90s. Then around 1999. And it quieted down. As always in these experiences. I felt a presence in my bed. Resting its back against me. Then i would dream of a woman with long black hair and gray blue eyes. And we make love. After these experiences i did a lot of research. And learned the pros and cons; the good and bad of these spirit ladies of the night. Well the one who visit me never hurt me. But always fulfilled my desires. Even though i resisted her. because of my christian upbringing. After all they never taught succubi as being good.
In the end i learned there was good and bad in all spirits. what we called good are angels. and what we called bad are demons. However there are a group of spirits out there that are like us a mix nature of good and evil. We know them from a vareity of names, sidhes, apsaras, ardat lili, faeres, etc. including as incubi and succubi.
Recently in my search i came across a book entitled Sexual Alchemy by Donald Tyson. And although the book was listed at $20. It cost me $75.
The two reasons why i learned it cost so much; it was out of print; the other it is the most potent grimoire i ever come across. Why? because it tells the history of spirits having intercourse with mortals. And it has instructions on how to summon them. So i purchased the book. And read it. I wasn't comfortable with the rituals. For two reasons:
One: They were two long.
Two: They draw too much on occult philosphy.
So i came up with an idea. I decided to make the sigils that it instructed that you can make on the bases of their names in hebrew. The other i would use a simple meditation and invocational prayer. In other words; i just called out to them. All this took place back in october of 2009.
Well, it worked. It was done on a friday night. And after i decided to do another kind of meditation. I sense a presence next to me as i sat on the bed. and there was a swirling glowing cloud next to me. And my mind's eye a beautiful woman appeared to me. and she hugged me. later that night she reappeared in a full bodied apparition. And we maded love. She got on top of me. And i felt myself having an erection. Then i felt it slide into something warm and snugged. Then i watched this apparition smiled at me. And i watch her rise and fall on top of me. I then felt her become very warm and tight. Then i smelled this faint metallic smell in the air. And i knew she reached her full ******. She did this several times. When it was over; she turned to look at me again. And smiled. And then fade away. It's been a couple of months since she has been with me. She has giving me several names. Some really exotic. Some just plain girl names. I have no regrets in using the book. I only wish there was something published back in the 80s. Otherwise i would of called her. And save myself alot of heartache from bad relationships. She who's name i mention here for fear of attacks on her; has taught to love again. And has completed me.
richt63 46-50, M 17 Responses 3 Jun 16, 2010