Sparks FlyIt was December of last year during a Christmas Party that I realized all this.
A friend of mine who is gay was with a bunch of other friends of ours at a Christmas party last year. Hes blonde and has blue eyes real skinny and nice to be around. We all knew he was gay and didn't discriminate him for it. He honestly wouldn't have cared anyway. We all got along and had a great time. We had always been acquaintances, being that this is our senior year, we thought that we should become somewhat friends. it was clear that we were all having fun, dancing and talking. When him and I got separated from the group( we were out in a field and it was dark) we started talking. Just about normal things like the ground is wet and etc. Then it got to serious personal stuff about his family and my family. Or mistakes and pasts. We really began to bond.
Everyone found us, and we went walking back towards the house. Only we Took a different route. A long path that lead around the field, through another and back again. We had to have talked for hours. It got to the point to where confessions came along. He was beginning to talk about him being gay and how he gets so much discrimination and mistreatment by people he doesn't even know. Which was really sad to hear how much he hides on a day to day basis and doesn't show.
As we continued walking, the moon lighting up everything, there was a point where we stopped and laid in the grass looking at the start. Still talking about our lives. When suddenly, our hands touched. It was an awkward moment. And we both said sorry. But we moved them right back... they touched again and this time they stayed. He began to say, okay you can stop playing now. I know your just teasing me be cause I'm gay. Etc. I ignored him and continued to hold his hand. When I didn't respond, he moved closer to me and began asking why am I doing this? He was saying how I am the straightest guy he knows and that I shouldn't be trying to make him feel good by ruining my reputation. He was beginning to sound selfish. But then he said, I'm glad you are. I started to ask about who all he'd had sex with and what all he'd done, he said his hand was his one and only. Shocked, I said, so is mine. We began talking about hoes and ***** in school and the our hands and fingers locked. Our thumbs were rubbing each others hand and we got closer.
Finally he ask, can I kiss you? I just could stare at those gorgeous deep blue eyes. Pools of the blue ocean staring back at me. A complexion dimmed but glowing by the moonlight. I never did reply. Until finally he ask me again. I said why? He said, and began ranting, because your the only one that has ever cared enough to stop and talk to me and listen to my feelings. I'm an emotional wreck and you are helping me. I'm such a selfish ***** to everyone and I'm an outcast. We just stared at each other, the feeling of adrenaline rushed though me. Flushed my face, and the same happened for him. He slowly leaned in on my face, kissing my bottom lip, sucking on it gently, then releasing. Then my upper lip, and releasing. then my entire mouth, passionately, but gently. Taking his has and caressing my face. As he began to roll onto me. I took both of my hands and ran it though his hair as we continued to passionately kiss, tonguing now. Then they went to his waist as he went to my neck. He pressed against my body, as we began to heat up the cold ground. He paused, looked at me and had tears in his eyes, asking why did I never speak to him, saying that he had been watching me for a while now, I answered with flipping him over and engulfing in making out and feeling on him. he returned with his hands on my ***. I pulled my shirt half way off and he began feeling my rock hard ****. The rush was so exhilarating and overwhelming that I ******** it off, going for his neck and squeezing his body.
He stopped me, got up shredded his clothes and turned towards me. His **** sprung 7 inches in the air as he was panting. I shredded my clothes and as my 7 inch **** sprung out, he ran to me and caressed me, forcibly kissing me so intimately that I was lost in the feeling. Grabbing his ***, until finally he went down on me, his mouth making my **** disappear. Taking the entire **** down his throat, no choking and no teeth. I moaned in satisfaction and my body jerked with adrenaline. He got faster and faster until he went down and stayed down for 15 or 20 seconds. The greatest feeling ever. I pulled him up and kissed him, tasting my **** on his lips, tonguing him and rubbing his **** and he did mine. I kissed my way down to his throbbing **** and sucking him slowly at first, as he moaned louder and louder as I got faster and faster. Finally stopping me, pushing me backwards onto our pile of clothes and landing on top of me and humping me. Feeling his **** rub against mine and then my stomach.
He then said I have a condom if you want to, before he could reach for his, I already had one on and began to feel his ***, he spun around and planted his *** in my face. I ate that ***** out like nobodies business. He spun back around and slowly plunged by **** in his ***. We began *******, slowly with my back on the ground and him riding up and down. He let out a deep moan and began rubbing my nipples. Then leaning in to kiss me, I took the lead and began ******* him. He was yelling **** me and **** yes and oh baby and damn your big, panting heavily and making hi pitched moans. Riding faster and faster he did for about 15 minutes. He told me I want you to *** on my face. I pulled out and pulled off the condom and he immediately shoved my **** in his mouth. It wasn't long until I began convulsing. Moaning louder and louder until I exploded a huge white load on his beautiful face. Covering his entire face, that is until he sucked my dry and wiped all the *** off and ate it. He then came to me and made out, as we *** swapped. W lay there, panting and moaning low. Our clothes were a little damp from the grass, but they were dry enough for us to wear. He looked at me and said, please don't ever leave me.
He began to hold me, tears filling his eyes. I told him I'd never leave him. And we began walking back to the house together. Everyone looked at us, wondering where we were. He spoke up, saying that I am a great listener and helped him though a moment he had. And they left it at that.
After the party, we texted forever, talked finally on the phone. There were no weird feelings no seclusions. We are inseparable. I am infatuated with that boy and can't leave him. This overwhelming feeling came over me that night. My heart has developed in this sense. I don't care whether it's gay or not. I just see it as that is my life. He is my life. No one knows suspects, and I honestly don't care.
We havent had sex again since that night. Yet nothing has changed. We still talk to each other and can't leave each other. We are planning after graduation to **** in that same field Again. Now that we are more acquainted and know what turns each other on and off. And he said he's ******* me too. :)
xanadufa 18-21, M 0 May 12, 2012