My Idol....

When I was 14 I was very active at our hockeyclub. And ofcourse I was madly in love with a guy that played in our top team....  All the girls in my team were in love with one of the top players... that what happens to girls at that age.

I addored him, I had a picture of him at the wall above my bed, I always went to see their games and often watched them train.. Then the most amazing thing happened, he came to do a masterclass with our team.

Although I was pretty shy, after the training I went over and we started talking at the bar... and we had a very good time.... since I was to young to go out, we couldn't date or something...but we went to a quiet plce later that evening and kissed and played a little. I was in heaven.

From that moment we met secretly a couple of time, because he said it would be wiser not yet to make it known....We where getting more intimate and we had sex a couple of times...

To make a long story short... he had never planned to make it a relation and it turned out that he had sex with 3 other girls... in the same way, secretly... He was 20, i was 14 and the other girls where 12, 15 and 17......

So i lost an idol.......

linda linda
26-30, F
1 Response Apr 19, 2007

Not much of an idol , was he ! xx