Shame, 3 Times So Far.

It's been broken many times. Sara was one of the first ones to ever break it. She and I decided not to be friends anymore, and I knew I loved her and she loved me. It just hurt, for a long long time. I am just now being okay with it, and it's been 3 years. Then after that Emily also broke my heart. Tore it out of me, she said she never needed me she just wanted me. Shame. After that came Crystal, and it just wasn't meant to be. :P

LylaRocks LylaRocks
26-30, F
4 Responses Oct 3, 2008

Im 20! I was never satisfied with myself so I always thought I had to have someone help fill that void. Most of the time I attracted guys who just wanted the goodies or arm candy. Eventually I had to look at the guys that I was attracted too. I had to be very selective of guys and untrusting until I felt they deserved my trust. I knew what to look for in guys cause I went through the bad and knew what qualities I never wanted to deal with it. Honestly a lot of the same type of guys have the same bad habbits and its easy to spot when you've had your heart broken! Love always finds it way into the hearts they belong too!

doesanyoneunderstand - Yeah i'm 22 and already had it broken 3 times! LOL That's exactly how I feel, like everyones going to break it.<br />
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myrxle - Sometimes I don't think there is any hope. What did i ever do to deserve so much pain? It's a never ending cycle. I am sure that I will be broken hearted until the day that i die.

Life is tough. Its happened or its going to happen to at least everyone. That ex<x>pression everyone gets a taste of their own medicine. I've had it done 3 times. And the last guy to do it to me... My husband, but were still going strong! Theres hope yet!

Let's see. I am thirty one, and it has happened to me six times. Yes, six. After awhile you start to think that maybe EVERYONE will break your heart. I know how you feel. Hang in there.