What Alcohol Has Done To Me In A NutshellAlcohol was one of the causes for my mom to beat me and neglect me as a child.
Later in life I witnessed something terrible and I covered it up by drinking. Not much later I was blacking out all the time.
It made me think I wanted to die while I was on it. I jumped into a river while partying on a boat and a rescue team had to get me. More times than i could count I threatened to kill myself. If I was sober I wouldn't have thought that way.
It has caused me anxiety and depression
It has gotten me in numerous fights and i have been arrested once for underage, once for a DUI, and another for public drunkenness.
I ended up waking up in someone else's bed that took advantage of me (more than once)
I ruined friendships
It caused me to let my guard down and I said yes to drugs like Molly and cocaine.
It made me socialize and become friends with the scummiest people.
It caused my mother to get in her car and crash into a pole one block away from her house. She died.
Now that I don't drink anymore I see myself in my best friend when she's drinking and it causes me to hate her at the moment. It is so ugly and unattractive to lose control.
Alcohol ruins lives and it should be illegal. So many ppl are hurt by it. People fight, get abused, kill themselves, kill others, make bad decisions and so on.
I hate alcohol!!!