I Hate Alcoholics, Like MeI hate alcoholics, like me , meaning I hate myself. I am 26, nearly 27 years old and have been an alcoholic for 4 years. I am not about to offer any excuses for this, there is no point, excuses are meaningless.
I live with my parents. No one in my family knows about this, they all think everything is fine. I work 7 days a week and I only drink in the evenings. If I didn't work so much I would drink during the day as well. All my friends know about my problem but nothing is said between us about it. I put on 2 stone 3 years ago because of my addiction. I have lost that weight since and only keep it off because my job is quite active and I also have an eating disorder.
I keep very quiet about everything but I sometimes feel a lot of frustration building up. That is why I joined this forum to try and share my experiences and get a bit of sense kicked into me from people on the other side of this addiction. I will try to see every point of view and not get too biased and emotional.