" Eight Years And Now She Has A Crush"
Hello everyone this is my first time doing anything like this but I am soo over the crap at this point i think i just need to vent. Ok here i go, first lets start off i love my husband he is hands down the greatest man ever made (for the most part). We have been together 8 yrs and married 5. He has 2 children from 2 i dont even know what to call them i guess relationships. thats our background. Up until about 2 yrs ago its just been the average baby mamma stuff in a nutshell we were always mad about how she was raising his daughter the stupid things she would say, stupid phone calls, arguing constantly about nothing u know the usual, but in recent times its been a little more personal. She starting to get really jealous of the things we do together i.e me getting a new car (what in the f*** does that have anything to do with her), she has been wearing lots of form fitting clothes when we come to pick up their daughter, oh and she has been giggling a whole lot and so so much more this is just recent events. I have been the supportive wife, no drama, never had any cross words with her but she has had much to say over the years (indirectly of coure but im not a stupid broad i know its towards me) and all the while i have kept my mouth shut and done the mature thing. Well i dont know how much more i can take i havent heard from my stepdaughter in 3 months, which coincidently followed the longest amount of time i have ever spent with my stepdaughter alone 3 weeks (my hubby is in afghanistan =( . I could go on and on, but what made me join this site is that we are embarking new grounds here i feel it in my everything...the baby mamma is developing a new crush for my husband, you have to understand this has never been a problem for our situation in the past. I have handled everything great up until now. This is where i loose my cool and i feel it approaching soon and i need to talk to someone before i do. I would like to reamain a lady through all this, its the only thing that has kept me sane for 8 yrs of this bullshit, that she through all of her stupidity has only experienced me at my best so Ha-ha-haha-ha. Ive been killing her with not kindness but gracefullness and she hates my guts simply because of me being ME! Sorry about the rambling...this really does help!