One Of The Most Horrible Things Ever

And yet I sit and somehow every day doing nothing... you would think with all this free time I would do the many projects I long to do. But no. I am unmotivated. Tired. Sick. From being by myself. I need someone to talk to, I want to go outside and run around and play. But I have no one to do so with. Instead I sit here, like a loser with no life, doing stupid and lazy things, wasting my time. Oh, why does it have to be this way...
BrownEyedMystery BrownEyedMystery
18-21
1 Response Aug 5, 2010

i do the same thing. I think maybe I should go to the gym or go for a walk, but instead i sit in front of the tv of the computer and the next thing i know ive wasted away the day again. I stay up util the wee hours of the morning because i am afraid to fall asleep, I know there will be nothing to motivate me the next day. I need interaction, people motivate me. I am hopless at motivating myself