All this started this past summer. I wanted to get back with a woman I previously dated while I was in college. She is now dating another guy when I put a lot of effort into trying to make things work again because she was set up with him. I could not find many people to hang out with after that. My brother's death is also contributing to this because I have looked up to him throughout my entire life and it sucks with him not being here. Having no steady job does not help either because I guess getting a bachelor's degree in political science is something that does not earn you many opportunities and hate getting turned down again and again. I even got turned down for volunteering. This is rediculous. Usually when you put efforts into things, they expect to payoff but it turns out things have just gotten worse for me. Even when I have tried to reach out to people in the most respectful way possible, I don't get the same treatment in return. If this site truly works then perhaps someone reading this could reach out to me.