Hmmm

one word, four letters ..help
its one word no one can give me, no matter how much i try no one helps me no matter how much i cry, or share my stories no one helps its starting to feel like no one cares
life could be so depressive so many words run my life strong emotional words like suicide,self harm,depression,addiction,purge
I'm such a mess right now, i can never figure out what i need to do in my life to make it better what i need to achieve to make everything seem perfect i mean, if i cant help myself then who can? i really am sick of running my life this way sometimes i wonder if the only way to achieve happiness is to end my life
 

Miffy Miffy
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 5, 2009

Hunny, please don't end your life. I have felt the same way... But someone reached out to talk to me and love me. I'll be here for you. Don't five up. Please. :(