Alone In My Room

 I'm actually not that big but all of my friends play lacross in college and so I look huge by comparison. I am comfortable with my body but apperntly my friends aren't. I don't get invited to go out with them and If I ask if I can do I get rejected because "there is not enough room in the car".  Tonight, they are going out yet again. They are actually getting ready while I have to sit here and watch them. They are even asking for my opinion on their outfits. One of the girls got sick and opened up a spot in the car so that is no longer an excuse for me not to be able to come. However, they have still not invited me. I am tired of sitting alone in my dorm room on the weekends while all of my "friends" go out and have fun.