I hate being overweight. I get so paranoid thinking that everyone is secretly staring and mocking me. I want to be thin but my emotional eating is a vicious cycle- I feel so depressed for being fat so I eat to comfort myself and then I feel worse. I'm sick of the binge eating cycles- binge eating, then starving for a few days then eating again... I'm so sick of it... why can't I control myself??

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Mar 10, 2010