Why Me?

Man I hate being gay. I'm a masculine discrete black guy who sometimes have difficulties accepting the fact that I'm gay. Plenty of beautiful women throw themselves at me, but women don't arouse me any more. I feel bad because I want to be with a woman, but over the years my desire to be with one sexually has disappeared. Being gay is a lonely life and it appears to me that male to male relationships doesn't last. It scares me to think that I may grow old and alone with no one to share my life with. All of my friends are getting married and having kids. I'm the only one who's not married with kids. I don't know what to do. All of my excuses as to why I'm not married with kids is running low. I'm tired of being alone.
Jasonlyric Jasonlyric
1 Response Dec 9, 2012

Please realize that there isn't anything wrong with being gay. I'm not saying that you should be with a woman, but have you had your testosterone level checked? Maybe that's why you desire for women isn't there any more. By the way, gay men still could have relationships that last. They even have kids with artificial sem. or adoption. You could also say that you haven't found the right one yet. Maybe if look into joining a group for homosexuals you would feel better. Please don't give up. God bless. Hug hug