Happens Constantly Though Lol

I've always been a doormat (not saying I still like it, not saying I want to be this way either)
Granted I've been an ******* to my fair share of people.
But some of it has came back to bite me in the ***. Putting your effort completely into a friendship or whatever, just for them to only come around when they need something, or when they have no one else.
I want to scream half the time.
Kind of want to now. Even when you tell the person it ****** you off or that you want to talk to them more or whatever. They don't give a flying ****. They have no interest in speaking to you more. I ******* hate this ****.
Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious
26-30, F
Jun 16, 2012