Just Annoyed Really.For most people, when someone says they'll always be there for you, thats a lie.
I have 3 close friends and only one has proved to me that, she WILL always be there for me. And she is.
One of them only calls me either when she wants to go out or if she's in trouble. And thats fine! Because I want to be there for her. But when I'm upset or hurting or just want someone to talk to, she fails to even pick up her phone. I literally have to blow up her phone to have her answer. She's pretty much a party girl, so I've manage to let that go.
Now the other person, who annoyed me to the point of posting on this site, is someone I've known for about 8 years. She's a close friend and an on and off girlfriend. You say that you love me and you wanna say that you'll be there for me, but yet you're pointedly ignoring me.
I'm not trying to sound clingy, but if you're someone whos important to me, like REALLY Truely important, and you claim that I'm the same for you, then why are you putting me off like that? I had some really good news to tell her today, something that I think she would enjoy hearing because what happend was actually pretty funny.
Since I know she likes to go on twitter, I decided to give her a tweet and thats when I saw she was talking to one of her friends, which is fine because its her life and her friend. But here I am waiting for a reply and she doesnt repsond to me at all. Instead she keeps talking to her friend, which I dont really understand, because I dont constantly bug her about ****. So I text her the same thing I said on twitter. Still no reply. I just wish she would have told me that she didnt want to speak to me. I would rather her do that then just ignore me and have me wondering if I did something wrong.
Its just messed up. I know **** like this is small but if annoys the **** out of me. Its like I go out of my way to be there for people and when I simply want to talk to someone or when I have a problem, no one manages to come through for me. The only person who IS there for me is currently in Ohio on vacation and even she manages to give me a call back and make an effort to talk to me.
At least I know who my real friends are.