Love Without Sex

If you read my previous story about a guy I fell in love with at the beginning of this year, you can probably tie that into mistake number two that I've made.

In March, I began dating a guy my friend introduced me to. He's sweet, kind, very tall, and my age, and he lives nearby me, as in I can see him twice a week. He cares for me, he understands me, and so far, we haven't had any problems. Well, he hasn't, but I have.

We had sex for the first time, and I didn't feel anything. I didn't feel a spark, no connection, no nothing. He apparently did, but I didn't, and I feel guilty. He wants to be intimate with me, and he's not pressuring me to do so, but I want to, but I feel nothing. I don't know what to do.

He's the sweetest guy ever, and I love being near him and close to him and I adore him. But I'm so scared because I'm afraid that if we don't click during sex, then our relationship will be over. Help. >.<
N0vaK0i N0vaK0i
22-25, F
Dec 3, 2012