I Hate Being Lied to
My ex boyfriend is having a hard time getting over the fact that he left me. He decided to tell himself I was cheating on him. I denied it, of course, because I wasn't, but he refused to believe me.
Now, this creep is convincing himself that I'm into heavy drugs and am about to throw my life away. He's doing all of this because he can't deal with the fact that HE left me. He left. He ******* upped and vanished on me when I needed him most, and now that he's learned that he's not getting back in, he's declaring me a junkie.
Mah. Could be worse. My ex husband accused me of being gay because I didn't like having sex with him. I suppose a massive drug addiction mixed with an imagined infidelity would do the trick for anyone.
I wish this vision of me didn't bother me as much as it does. I hate it when someone would go to such lengths to get away from me. :( Actually, What I really hate is that he felt the need to email it all to me. All he wants is to hurt me....all I want is someone around me who loves me for who I am....not someone who makes up lies so he can justify leaving.
The same *** is sending flowers to my office on Valentines day. I've begged him to cancel and he refuses. Emotional torture. Will I ever get away from this stupid cycle of abuse I keep finding myself in?
Now, this creep is convincing himself that I'm into heavy drugs and am about to throw my life away. He's doing all of this because he can't deal with the fact that HE left me. He left. He ******* upped and vanished on me when I needed him most, and now that he's learned that he's not getting back in, he's declaring me a junkie.
Mah. Could be worse. My ex husband accused me of being gay because I didn't like having sex with him. I suppose a massive drug addiction mixed with an imagined infidelity would do the trick for anyone.
I wish this vision of me didn't bother me as much as it does. I hate it when someone would go to such lengths to get away from me. :( Actually, What I really hate is that he felt the need to email it all to me. All he wants is to hurt me....all I want is someone around me who loves me for who I am....not someone who makes up lies so he can justify leaving.
The same *** is sending flowers to my office on Valentines day. I've begged him to cancel and he refuses. Emotional torture. Will I ever get away from this stupid cycle of abuse I keep finding myself in?
By:
Whym
Age:
36-40
,
Female
