Done Hurting Me Yet?

So this guy and I were together for almost 3 years. (Let's say his name was Pete.) I broke up with him because he was way too immature and played video games all the time that he didn't have time for me anymore. We always fight about those stuff and he promised to change, but didn't. We broke up and made up 3 times. Frankly I got full of the bickering and fighting all the time so I called it off. He was the one breaking up with me every time BTW. So then I had a relationship with another guy. The new guy, (Let's name him Bob.) and I was together only for a month because I realized I'm still in love with Pete. So I did the only thing I thought was right; I broke up with Bob to be with Pete. Again. Turned out when Pete and I weren't together, he  f*cked a ***** during the crew -anniversary- party - turned -to- an- all- boys'- party after all the crew girls left. And to think that he SWORE never to have sex with another woman. And when I asked him about it, he told me he didn't know anything about that "incident", even though the "incident" itself happened at his place! I hate it when people lie. He did that to me before. It was the second time he broke up with me, and he hooked up with his ex-girlfriend and they had sex, but I still accepted him since I really loved him. Hell he was the only guy I've ever loved. I couldn't even let myself have sex with Bob since my conscience is killing me even though Bob became my BOYFRIEND. Then he goes and do it with someone he didn't even know? That sucks. Even though we weren't officially together, we still acted like a couple. For whatever reason we were always like that when we break up. Damn.  And now he's getting mad at me coz` he's thinking I might do that to him too. Ain't that a little too unfair? 

Fuelicious Fuelicious
18-21, F
Feb 25, 2010