Never Ending

I should have known from the start that he was no good.  I spent the better part of 14 years forgiving lie after lie.  For the most part it seemed they were about stupid things that ordinary people would never lie about.  Looking back on it though it was never small stupid things at all.  It was everything.  I found out towards the end that he was cheating.  When confronted he left our house and never looked back.  Even after leaving and having no reason to still lie, he does.  Only now it isn't just to me.  He has taken to decieving our daughter and even tells her to lie to me.  His new girlfriend tells our daughter to lie to me as well, when she isn't trying to convince her that I am a bad parent.

It has been almost a year since we parted ways and he still finds it necessary to lie to me about everything possible.

I regret letting it go on for so long and it will no doubt have serious effects on any future relationships I may have. romantic, friendship, or otherwise.

NinjaKitty NinjaKitty
36-40, F
Mar 5, 2010