Since I was very young, I always find myself not fitting into a group. I don't like the awkward moment that I can feel the others not interested to talk to me and I may need to force myself to talk otherwise be ignored in the room or maybe do something I don't enjoy just to fit into the group.

Eventually, I find being on my own is so much easier. I still talk to a lot of people everyday but I can't get myself attached to any group. I'm not sure if it's normal but even with my closest friends, I barely find them and we may meet every few months. I'm always alone but I don't feel lonely until I'm in the group but talking to no one.
Zbabe Zbabe
26-30, F
1 Response Aug 16, 2014

I understand how you feel. Groups almost always make me feel more isolated than being alone. I think i would enjoy having a partner around, at least one who understood that my quiet is no reflection on them. That seems to be asking a lot tho.