Register

I Hate Being Me

The Little Thing That Thought It Could - Wrong

By: tulick
Written on June 4th, 2008

I hate being the dreamer who wants more

I hate my passion for wanting to correct the injustice i see

I hate the fact that NO ONE LISTENS- EVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate getting only enough of things for something to seem possible then find out it's not

I hate coming across every newbie and idiot in the universe and falling victim to what was supposed to be service

I hate that I'm not good enough for anyone

Not good at math

Not good at research

no good at grammar /punctuation

can't just be satisfied with filliping burgers working at a music store library answering phones

that i don't like dressing up

Hate that i need people need love need to be held

that I've never had a good friend or normal moment in my life

hate that i put my feet on the floor everyday paying for someone else's mistakes

I hate having talent, creativity because you never get to use it 

hate being good at least if i was bad i would know why life sucked 

I HATE being me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

By: tulick
Age: 31-35 , Female
772 people have read this story

Your Response

Please respond with authenticity, support, and respect
By clicking "Post", you confirm that you agree to the Terms of Service of Experience Project, Inc.
6 responses
  • thespiritroom
    thespiritroom

    wow this is me......in a nutshell.. kind of.



    thanks for sharing!!! please hold on and let us know how you're doing!

    Apr 16, 2012
    1 like
  • pd9225
    pd9225

    I joined this site because I was feeling like s**t because of one thing or another and what I really wanted to do was shout out loud everything, yes everything, that you have written!!! I am currently in trouble because of my passion for wanting to correct the injustice that I see. My daughter is not speaking to me because she thinks that I should support my granddaughter who is a blatant bully. She doesn't even see that the kid is trying to bully me. I refuse to be bullied by anyone so we have a problem. No one will listen to me. I will end up paying for someone else's mistake. Wish I was bad!!!!

    Feb 15, 2011
    1 like
  • tulick
    tulick

    yes it is

    Aug 21, 2008
    1 like
  • onegirl
    onegirl

    I hate being me too...I want so much out of life but Its almost like I was never meant to feel any sort of satisfaction and just when I think I might have got a shot...its all pulled right from my fingertips...the worst feeling ever!

    Aug 21, 2008
    1 like
  • tulick
    tulick

    i think you will be :)

    Jun 5, 2008
    1 like
  • tulick
    tulick

    i ubderstand i'm not the only one thats not why i wtote this i wrote it for me

    Jun 5, 2008
    1 like