The Little Thing That Thought It Could - Wrong

I hate being the dreamer who wants more

I hate my passion for wanting to correct the injustice i see

I hate the fact that NO ONE LISTENS- EVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate getting only enough of things for something to seem possible then find out it's not

I hate coming across every newbie and idiot in the universe and falling victim to what was supposed to be service

I hate that I'm not good enough for anyone

Not good at math

Not good at research

no good at grammar /punctuation

can't just be satisfied with filliping burgers working at a music store library answering phones

that i don't like dressing up

Hate that i need people need love need to be held

that I've never had a good friend or normal moment in my life

hate that i put my feet on the floor everyday paying for someone else's mistakes

I hate having talent, creativity because you never get to use it 

hate being good at least if i was bad i would know why life sucked 

I HATE being me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

tulick tulick
31-35, F
6 Responses Jun 4, 2008

wow this is a nutshell.. kind of.<br />
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thanks for sharing!!! please hold on and let us know how you're doing!

I joined this site because I was feeling like s**t because of one thing or another and what I really wanted to do was shout out loud everything, yes everything, that you have written!!! I am currently in trouble because of my passion for wanting to correct the injustice that I see. My daughter is not speaking to me because she thinks that I should support my granddaughter who is a blatant bully. She doesn't even see that the kid is trying to bully me. I refuse to be bullied by anyone so we have a problem. No one will listen to me. I will end up paying for someone else's mistake. Wish I was bad!!!!

yes it is

I hate being me too...I want so much out of life but Its almost like I was never meant to feel any sort of satisfaction and just when I think I might have got a shot...its all pulled right from my fingertips...the worst feeling ever!

i think you will be :)

i ubderstand i'm not the only one thats not why i wtote this i wrote it for me