The JacketI bet it's nice to go where ever you want whenever you want.. I can't do that because my parents are struggling to keep a family of 8 supported... It is so hard.. And when i see something that is expansive that i want all i do is look at it wishing that i had it.. like a jacket i wanted so bad one time..
I was on the internet looking for a new game for my GameCube when those were still in style.. They were usually cheap and my mom had enough money one time that she could afford a game for us to share but then while i was on the computer i decided to go ahead and look up some nice clothes.. i seen a jacket and it was like $100 and i was looking at it when my mom walked in and seen it.. She asked me if i wanted it and i said yes and she said she would help save some extra money to buy it like we did the Game..
All i felt was guilt because she can't just go out and get us something like normal people can.. She felt worthless and i felt so guilty for asking.. I never mentioned it again and she forgot about it.. I wanted it so bad.. But i couldnt do it and that is because i know the worth of other things.. But it isn't fun struggling for money all the time and not knowing if there will be a meal on the table that night..
Things have lightened up, we have a new land lord and she treats us very respectful and helps us with out house and stuff..