Fail

I hate every second of being pregnant. I hate the nausea, the heartburn, the vomiting, the backaches, the constipation, the congestion, the insomnia, the dreams, EVERY sh*tty detail that no one warned me about. All the milestones that I was told to expect have brought no emotions. "Oh, you will feel better in the second trimester." Nope, that's when the backaches, migraines, and sciatic nerve pain started in. "Just wait until you can hear the heartbeat. It's so exciting." Sounded like an alien to me. "When you see your baby on ultrasound, you will feel overjoyed." WRONG, three ultrasounds later, the only thing I felt is sheer terror, because there are TWO embryos in there, not one. I never ever again want to be pregnant. Now I am terrified that I will be handed two babies and feel nothing. Guess we will see..........

cupchinet cupchinet
22-25, F
Feb 12, 2010