I Hate My Body

im 14 and i weight 41kg, 158 cm tall. girl.
im actually really skinny compeared to people at sch.

but im not, i think im really fat and boney at the same time.

i cant stop thinking that im fat, but you should see my chest

i cant eat properly, i hv never enjoyed a single meal in my life.

lately i have been forcing myself to eat, because i want to be 'skinny'! pretty skinny! a toned body, the kind that people will call you skinny but in a nice way.

BUT...

i have developed depression, its getting a lot worse. mainly because i force myself to eat all the time and im really consious of my height. i cry everytime i see myself in the mirror.
Marshaismellow Marshaismellow
13-15, F
1 Response Sep 11, 2012

Hello,<br />
<br />
It is so sad to read that you feel that way about your body. I am getting treatment for anorexia and I can promise you, being skinny or whatever does not solve problems, it creates more and feeds your need for control.<br />
You are a growing teenager and you are going to change. Be mentally ready for this and spend everyday treating yourself in some way,to reaffirm you are good enough. <br />
<br />
People love you for being you. <br />
Hope this helps. :)