I Hate My Body

I take pictures and I'm shocked the camera doesn't break. I'm so, so overweight and I'm ashamed. I don't want to say my exact weight, so let's say over 200lbs. I don't see how I can be loved under all the fat and mistakes. I truly believe my boyfriend is blind. I'm crying now.
I ate 1500 calories, but I want it to be less, like 1000. I wish I could be like my cousin. She never eats and her life is perfect.
emmy1127 emmy1127
18-21, F
Jan 17, 2013