I Hate Being Used

I realize that being used happens...I must have a neon sign that says **** me over on my forehead, though.  It always happens.  I know it happens to everyone but I don't understand why it happens to me so much more than everyone else AROUND me.  I know I'm easy to manipulate and all but I don't understand why everyone has to take advantage of that.  I don't know how to change it, either.  I don't even know what to do.  Even my friends who are supposed to be true friends use me.  I can't handle it anymore.  It makes me so unhappy but I feel like if I don't just let it slide I won't have any friends left.  I don't handle these things very well obviously.

thatonegirl18 thatonegirl18
18-21, F
Nov 24, 2009