As the Song Goes, Breaking Up ...

As the song goes, breaking up is hard to do. Although, sometimes it isn't so hard. I think it depends on the relationship and person. My first ever relationship was super easy to cut off. I was growing feelings for someone else at the time. My second relationship was a horrible move on my part that was supposed to make a boy jealous who, at the time, I had recently made up with and was planning on being with. To this day I regret that I did it not only to him, but to the boy I used, who after a month of not speaking to, I broke it off with one morning during first period social studies with the boy I really had feelings for. Well, at the time I was in Dunkin' Donuts. But said boy was in social studies. I'm not sure where the poor boy was I broke up with, but it apparently wasn't school... Confusing I know. Anyways, my next relationship (still not with the boy I had broken up with the other two for) was the longest and best of that period, but it ended again for the boy. After one more failed relationship, which we didn't even count and denied ever happened, I would say it was not hard to break up with any of them. But the boy, the boy all of it had been for.... When that finally ended, I think I realized we had essentially been in a relationship the whole time, or at least had the makings of one. And that, that was hard to do.
teenanonymous teenanonymous
18-21, F
Jul 29, 2007